Seriously...

So there's this website called http://www.fmylife.com/ and it's the only thing making me feel better at the moment. I was on my way to have lunch at Moe's Southwest Grill this afternoon to say goodbye to my really good friend John before his flight back to base in California for the Marines. On the way I made a turn off of Clove and after coming around the bend I see a car parked on the service road (which is clearly a NO STANDING zone) without its hazards on and I realize this car is in my lane and not moving. I hit my breaks and tried to swerve but the short notice and slippery roads only allowed for a nice skid and CRASH into the back of the vehicle. Of course only a taillight was damaged on the other vehicle, while my pretty little Mustang is maimed. The cops claim its split fault which means we're both resposible, but I cannot afford to have my insurance hiked nor can I really get to school, work, etc. without a car. My Marine buddy had to leave the restaurant and come meet my ashamed self at the scene of the accident. I was also graced by the random appearances of four of my friends who each happened to be driving by. I'm getting ready to WALK to work now in the rain. FML.

P.S. http://www.fmylife.com/ is a collection of random submissions from users stating reasons and situations that make their lives suck. Most are pretty damn amusing.

He's Just Not That Into You

...fair enough. I can take a hint when given one, or two. But what about when no hints are dropped? Things are fine and then just ....

What frustrates me the most though are loose ends. I simply cannot stand when things are left up in the air and questions are unanswered. I'm a big girl and can handle the truth no matter how hurtful, trivial, or honest it may be. If you lost interest? That's fine. You found a new chick? Fabulous. You realize you want your ex back or think you might be more into one of my friends? Great, congrats. Just keep me in the loop. I don't want to have to hear through the grapevine that you're dating one of my friends or log onto facebook and see that you pulled some new girlfriend out of the woodworks. It's just unnecessary and unfair. I know I'm a chick but I'm not for headgames either. If you can simply be straightforward with me and not keep me guessing and secondguessing myself, I would greatly appreciate it.

Body modification or self-mutilation?

We each have our own takes on tattooes and piercings, with some stronger than others. I personally have a penchant for what I feel become personal accents or trophy scars one chooses, so to speak. This past weekend I have gotten one of each, however, both are quite minor. I decided to add another stud in my right cartilege to begin to balance out having the project bar opposite it on my left ear. The tattoo? A simple drawing of the Avenged Sevenfold deathbat symbol on my inner lip. I felt that this could give me a taste of how it feels to get inked, and is nowhere ostensible enough where the design could become a regret for me. I plan on continuing to "modify" but am trying to think it out somewhat beforehand.

I am curious to the opinions of my peers on the matter of body tattooing and piercing. Both are pretty mainstream but there is still the stigma of visible tattooes or piercings when applying for a serious job or making a bride appear less glamourous on her wedding day. I personally think to a point this should become more lapse with time, and would like to hear imput of any sort.

P.S. Piercing Pagoda is going out of business so everything is cheap .. DIRT cheap.
&& Bulleye Tattoo is amazing.<3

pictures later this week? hm.

Metal & Morphine.

Smoking. Alcohol. Reality Shows. Diet Soda. Fast Cars. Texting. Pain killers. Iced Coffee. Piercings. Shopping. Metal Music.



There are so many types of addictions and to each his own. I personally am a user and abuser of some of the above mentioned, but I see nothing wrong with indulging in the occasional vice .. multiple times. There are the shopaholics who may rack up some nasty credit card debt, and then there are the drug abusers who may find themselves in rehab or worse. Whether it's the girl who can't start her day without a doubleshot mocha latte or Steven Adler, the relapsing heroin addict on VH1's "Sober House," the lives of addicts are affected by the substance they abuse. The last time I had a blog, I was an addict. I posted religiously. I logged just about everything I did. I hope to maintain this blog, but not fall into the habit I used to have and bore my readers .. if I have any. Sweet.


I support Steven!